It is like a knife so I take a knife to my flesh and soul. Blood comes through the seams. The storm has past and I lay half dead and tired. God can have me now to send to hell. Go and take me God.
Take me GOD. Come and get me and send this unbaptized baby to HELL.
For I am lost in the madness of my mind.
I have lost.
Come get me God. For you must have the desire to send this bitch to the screaming ends of hell.
For all I have loved and lost you must judge me all the same and relinquish me to the minds of man.
I believed in YOU. Now you must come and get me. I am in the breath of madness.
Cut quick and clean. If I see tomorrow then we shall see if you are what they say you are.
I pray they are mistaken. I believed you were better than this. I believe in YOU. But the mind of man has taken you from my lips and now man’s word is pouring from your spirit.
So take me and my unbaptized, unloved, blasphemous soul. Take me to the pits of hell. I have seen the pits in my dreams. If you want me there then I go.
My God. Have mercy on my soul.